I am overloading my senses with recovery information. I have been listening to The Bubble Hour podcast, I have been reading other blogs and I have been checking in on Booze Free Brigade. It's weird - I am obsessed with recovery right now. I think deep down I am still looking for that something that tells me that I really don't have a problem with drinking. Something that says -
If you drink 5-6 nights a week most weeks, think about drinking during the day, feel like a vacation or hell even a weekend is a reason for drinking and getting a good solid buzz. If your sleep sucks and you wake up nightly around 3 am when the booze wears off. If you have a booze gut. If you are annoyed when you have to do something in the evening because it means you can't have a drink. If you meet all of that criteria you probably DO NOT have an issue with alcohol.
Hahaha! I'll just keep on reading and keep on listening because I certainly haven't found that message yet!
Family getaway out of town this weekend - 4 days of mountain air, paddling, hiking, running and not drinking. Honestly, the "not drinking" portion puts a damper on the rest of it for me. I hate that it does, but its true.
I am actually not in the mood to write much today - feeling a little tired, pissy and woe is me. I think I'll eat this cheesecake brownie, drink my water and just deal. whoopee.
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