Oh, still here. Still sober. I'm on day...hold on... let me count 116 now. November 8th will be 4 months. That's pretty awesome. I seem to have fallen in to a normal life routine that does not include booze. I think about it occasionally and even think I might want some occasionally, but it is not an overwhelming thing. By the time I get home and start getting through dinner, homework, cleaning and whatever else I need to do I have kind of forgottent that I was thinking about drinking. This surprises me because it was so ingrained in me before.
I am still struggling with the sugar. I feel like it is getting worse. I am actually thinking about blogging about that instead of/in adddition to blogging about not drinking. It seems like the not drinking thing has hit a bit of a lull. No big exciting insights, no revelations just going along, living life, not drinking. Whoopee. Okay, I don't mean to sound so cavalier. It is a big deal that I am not drinking, but the real life of it is that it is not all that exciting of a life. I feel like I am in the in-between stage. I have gotten through the first few months of craving and re-adjusting and now I am kind of waiting and looking for something that takes the place of the drinks.
So, I guess I am not acutally in the mood to write much today. I just figured I should update and let the world know I am continuing on with this sober plan. Next stop 180 days.
